New level of boredom.

Now I am no longer that interested in blog-hopping, online shopping, watching video online and facebooking.

Now what I do online is... I don't know. Just stone. Typing mini entries sometimes here, sometimes there, sometimes the other side, sometimes in my computer, sometimes writing a little into my notebook. Basically I now enjoy communicating with myself.

I know it might be a little early for me but I am now surfing jobsites and looking for potential jobs I might want in the future. In a nutshell, I am feeling kind of lost in the direction of my life. Having no idea of what my life will turn out in the future is a pain, considering the fact that I always like to plan my life wayyyy ahead. :(

Wisdomless tooth.

The stupid tooth. Is. Causing. Me. So much pain!!! I have no mood to study at all. It's slowly killing me. I think i should extract it tomorrow if not it'll just eat my mood for 422 anyway. Argh!!

(it's good though.. At least i have an excuse if I don't do well for my paper tmr. Hehe.)

One paper down!

No more Organic Chem for the rest of my life!!!! Wheeeee!

Next up, Bio Chem!! 42 hours more!

My teeth is aching. I need to get it out soon! Can't wait for exams to be over so I can pluck them all out!

nine

Just nine more. Nineeeeee......

Want.

I never realise I can want something this badly. It wasn't even this bad 4 years ago! I know I most probably won't get it but just a small amount of hope keeps me going. My hopes are not high so I won't be devastated if I don't get it but I hate not being able to stop myself from thinking! I hate to be unable to be in control of my mind... Now, focus on my 423 paper tmr!! *focus!!*

seventeen.

seventeen more days to the last paper of my undergrad life. then i'm going to say bye to exams and hello to attachment.

emptily happy.

Why is it sometimes the happier I get, the emptier I feel?

Is there such thing as being happily empty, or emptily happy?

What am I feeling now?

Exams

It's just like that. Exams are around the corner and there I am, looking for more platforms to distract myself.

So I started looking at facebook more than the past few weeks.
Started to look at twitter and 'follow' people. link
Started online-shopping again. (always happens during exam period. the only difference is probably that I am more broke than I have ever been.)
And started updating blog again.
Started eating like I'm so stressed-up-but-actually-not-that-stressed-up.

Started doing anything but studying, just to divert my attention so that I don't have to end up studying what I do not like.

happy.

Feeling so happy with life now.

I need to learn how not to be so greedy.