not feeling well again. Something is definitely wrong with my body. Whenever I do sth different for a change, my body seems to get really unhappy and start throwin me into all these kind of merde. They sometimes even throw me into moment of fits when I dun even seem to realize what I've done. And my loved ones have to suffer. I really should join some emotion-management class. Or see a psychiatrist. I am too stressed-up a person. I think I have to learn how to respect myself more.
Too many things to learn, too little time.
