recess wk

all's good... all's good...

monday went past fine, a reconciliation.
tues went good, new mio and meetup with yi.
wed will be study day.
thurs will be sch n swim n dinner.
friday.
sat. will be a good day :)

nth to say =D

woke up at 12pm, watched tv until 330pm.
slept from 345pm to 945pm.
played sushido. stone. and stone.

sometimes i wish life is just all about sleep and watch tv. and eat. i don't even want the internet.

It hurts to sometimes know that the trying gets unnoticed and makes things worst instead. It hurts to know that u're better off not being there. Sometimes it hurts even more to know that u'rr probably jinxed. Sometimes when your measuring cylinder is half empty, everything hurts.

I should get a retort stand soon. I want wth to hold everything in place.

recess week

recess is finally here!!!!!

school stuffs to complete this mini break:

inorganic NMR
lab report
write notes for malay
read marketing text
phys chem text
french role play

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so much love today. <3

too much waiting

i hate instep. gonna wait for second round. i really really hope i can go somewhere next sem. then i dun have to worry abt usa.

too much dilly dallying.

need to chop chop!

another busy week

nights left: sunday, monday, tues, wed.

need to use wed night for studying of french test.

so, onli sunday, mon and tues left to do lab report. this is tough. considering i onli have about 2 hours on sunday, 4 hours on monday, and 2 hours on tues. these 8 hours are definitely not enough because the effective time spent would definitely be less than 8. probably 4. definitely not enough to complete that damn report.

shit i'm panicking.

TAX-REFUNDED!! (partially)

YESSSS YESSSS.

after SEVEN WEEKS the stooopid francais pple refunded my tax relief. but only partially! i'm supposed to get refund for 26 euro, and 28 euro. BUT i onli got SGD50, which is wayyyyy wayyyyy wayyyyyyy too low to be EITHER 26 euro OR 28 euro. i feel so cheated. waited so long only to get refunded when euro is really weak right now.

checked in xe.com, 1 EUR = 2.02142 SGD. wth lo! that time i went there i changed about 2.14SGD for 1 EUR. kns. and posb charged me 2.2SGD for 1 EURO. *Heart pains to a large extent*

this (approximately) 0.14 SGD makes alot of difference! damn it. with the amount i spent for the whole europe trip, i could have saved more than SG$1000. and i could have used that money for taiwan. *heart pains to a further extent*

at least i learnt something. never ever try to get refunded by card again unless i want to wait for nearly 2 months to lose more money!

but i'm so happy happy happy i finally have extra 50 to spend. getting way way way wayyyy too poor after i come back from la france.

now. just have to wait. for another. $50 to. come. back to me. *GROWLS*

happyness

you sent me the sweetest sms today. it's not the poetic kind, but this time i know u meant it.

so happy <3

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NMR test over. confirm fail because i never even complete enough questions to pass the paper.
marketing non-graded presentation over.
now waiting for french test before the term break and to get some quality sleep everyday!

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WATUSA. i think i'm going. but suddenly my 100% yesterday became 80% today. i was overly-excited, and this caused me to think twice due to other commitments.

another boring saturday

spent the whole saturday at home. i'm sometimes amazed at myself for being able to stay at home and not do anything. i woke up at 1 and did not switch on my laptop until around 7+ to check on the work&travel webby. i simply just stoned 6 hours away watching tv and reading one pathetic notes on NMR. why do i do things so slowly?

getting too comfy for my own good. week 6 of sch coming up!

the cold and the battered

not feeling well again. Something is definitely wrong with my body. Whenever I do sth different for a change, my body seems to get really unhappy and start throwin me into all these kind of merde. They sometimes even throw me into moment of fits when I dun even seem to realize what I've done. And my loved ones have to suffer. I really should join some emotion-management class. Or see a psychiatrist. I am too stressed-up a person. I think I have to learn how to respect myself more.

Too many things to learn, too little time.

wow-ness

wow. I'm waiting for u at your house lobby and yet I'm able to tap into your wifi on my touch. Waiting for u is never going to be a pain anymore. Haha. It's a pain though, having to keep trying to make it fingerprint-free.

Oh ya I cut my hair just now. And very randomly decided to dye my hair. Another week passes by and once again I'm spending unnecessary money.I need a new way to earn money soon!

Je n'ai pas d'argent!

(oh no the connection to ur router has disappeared. Oh it's back.)

botak lion meets clementi

finally, a day out out of the north east area with u. it's not even a day. it's a quarter of a day. no, it's only few hours. but that few hours of dinner was more than enough for me, though i would like it to be blame-free.

today is my turn to be blaming u for everything. from that petrol-less car my father left me to sending you home. somehow our roles have switched today? normally it would be you who'd be blaming me for everything. =x

but i still felt sorry. i hate it when i know i'm not treating u with the best attitude. though there's still that tiny bit of joy happiness and content in me to know that u're there for me to show who i really am. someone who knows everything about how i 'operate', my every single tiny action and expression.

i'm glad that i have ur half-full glass of water to fill my half-empty glass.